It was Never Easy !

It was Never Easy !
First day in school : While there was a big smile on our parent's face and tears rolling down our cheeks with the only question of  'Why am i left alone with these unknown people?'
The endless effort to spell one's name correct and those who have smart parents.
Looking at the school balcony with a broken heart when your best friend get proposal from the "so called handsome guy"
The news of your friend getting a 9 point after copying from you.
The sudden moment when you realize your friend turned against you.

Well none was easy and the show must go on.On that very moment may be it was the end of the world.But today when we look back they are just bunch of best memories without which there would have been no chapters in the book of life.

There are joys,sorrows,regrets and broken heart but they all complete and spice up little thing called life.
The only thing that we learn everyday  is it goes on...may be sometimes too bad and a very little good.

Hopes keep us alive.Lets hope and live as it was never easy!

She...

                                                                                    She is a girl ,,,soft n tender

But always showed herself as nothing bother…

She want  someone to understand her fully

May be that would be the day when she will be happy

People say life is short and funny

For her it is tough n a big journey…..

Even though she shows as nothing bothers,,

She is a girl ….soft n tender…

Discover and conquer...


Two great words which rule the world...i am learning them...:|

ALL ABOUT LOVE...

Love is when u see the purple shirt guy
and all around are butterflies.


Love is when u r in pain
and u keep on feeling it no matter whether it is heaven or hell.


Love is when a tear drops down ur cheek
and ur nose gets pink.


Love is when its is hot and windy
but u still feel the urge of having a candy.


Love is when people say u r ugly
but ur man continue to love u truly.

Love is when u feel the breathe around ur neck 
and its only ur heart that quakes.


Love is beautiful and sweet 
give it some time and u can njoy it...


"I am well enough to take care of myself but eager to meet someone who can prove that i cannot.. "

Lost and found ...

Yea...am back....


"A friend in need is a friend in deed."
Somebody proved it right.A friend who inspired me in blogging my heart out helped me to get back to it again.

I lost track,
i lost interest,may be only because i dint have anyone to motivate me.
The eagerness to write about something and everything was there but the zeal was missing .
.But i found my long lost friend and so i found the interest to blog again..


Its never too late to start...:) 

Dare to make a Choice...

To choose between an ice cream and chocolate is difficult....Though we get more than one option but sometimes these choices confuse people the most...

Choosing  the correct path,the correct set of people,correct subject,correct symmetry....phew damn confusing and damn frustrating...

Taking chances are better than choosing the incorrect option.. at lest at the  end of the day will have the satisfaction that we have  tried something different...

It is more about exploring life.... doesn't matter whether u are wrong or right..it is how u choose to live....:)

SpeeDOmeter

Speeding down the highway on our way to one of the distant spot....a thought rushed in my mind...what if we happen to meet a speed breaker...
Well my thought turned into reality ....

Walking for one and half hours on the national highway...with the hope in the heart of getting some help from someone was really a feeling out of the world...i was not worried..i was not angry...all i was ...Excited...

Never had such an experience....baggages...empty water bottles..dust.... wind... the vehicle that turned out dreams into ashes ...and some strange faces...were our companion...



Ah...What an experience!!!

ExpEct D UneXpected

I never celebrated Diwali in way that will made me miss it...
So..when people started wishing me "happy diwali "with curved line on their faces
it doesnot gave me any different feeling....

it was yet another day for me in Hyderabad..
I have quite a few memorable days but never thought that this diwali will get added to the list.

New dress,Chicken Biriyani,Baskin robin "rasberry flavored" icecream,
pinnapple cake, and an event made it different
....unexpecetd...and wierd diwali...

Understood that even if you r alone in a crowded room... God always send somebody for Rescue.
:)

Move on!

The smell of the monsoon,the touch of raindrops,

the warmth of the hot cup ,juxtaposed memories, the mixed feelings of being alone on this foreing land
 
made me wisk away all the uncanny thoughts......made be in love with whatever i have....
 
I had the most strangest weekend ....it would be a bookmark on the pages of my so called weird yet
 

beautiful life...
 
When strange things happen in your life ...reacting in the strangest way is quite normal...
 

This is what i learnt yet again...:-)

Twists and turns

Life is full of twists and turns...

Am just learning to be a bit more careful...

Am out of the childish thoughts,out of the realm of false wonder....out of the dream of finding Wonderland...

Learning the hard reality ......

Trying to be a perfect Human being!

LaZy & M3

Ah...i met with a friend recently...
i met him when i came to the new city....
Just cant live without him...he is restricting me from doing all kinda
lively work and wants me to be with him always...
i am also following him blindly as i am feeling comfortable being with him...
Spending all day with him is now real fun for me...

Its Lazy & Me...!!

When to laugh....

When to cry....
All these mixed feelings...
is making my life dry....!


Phew!
=============================================

I thought ...i scribbed...and finally i found out that "i am alone in this Empty world"

Its contradictory but its true ....

if the world was not empty them i would never have the feeling of being alone.

Ah....its wiered and hopeless...

i want to go back 10 yrs...which was the best phase of my life..

Those big birthday parties,gifts,sudden surprises,paper fights,poor marks....ah...

missing them big time...

iLLoGical ThouGHts

Dressed in the usual casuals the girl was on her way ….


coming out of the house ,pushing the iron rails…the shrill noise made her feel a little shy…

She was alone…all her own …the weather was humid …there was dust everywhere….

For her it’s a usual thing..she was not expecting anythng ….

The humid weather made her sweat…make her feel tired but she was walking down the streets.

The people in the streets seemed to be very happy to her…as she felt alone and left out in this big world…

No body was waiting for her at the end of the road…

Thoughts pounced in her mind…memories of how she was few years back…feelings of how she is now..



She smiled ….and kept on walking towards her destination.!!

Probability....

Life always teach us new things everyday....
being thousand miles away from home i am learning everyday...
Made few  friends whom i thought could count upon...but when i wanted them most they never turned up...
and got few friends in disguise whom i never thought could count upon..but they proved to b the best of the lot...
may be this is called Probability....
u dont know what is the chance....

life at hyderabad...

its been a month that am in hyderabad...life is completely different here..
the people are different...so is the food and  everythng....
i miss my family and frnds everyday.....
tho the city is beautiful...there is lot more things to see...to enjoy...but for me somethng missing...
i miss Kolkata...my city everyday....
i miss the people here...
the thing that i have learned being away from home...kolkata...family ...friends is that life is too short and there is nothing as important than family.....
Missing home...:(

leaving....:(

always thought n got excited with the idea of leaving home n staying away ...
but today when i have to leave for real...the feeling is bad...
staying away from maa baba 1000 miles away is a real pain....not feeling happy...
dnt even got the chance of celebrating my birthday wid family..
happiness n sadness r the two faces of the same coin,.....:(..u got to have them.




gonna miss my family,friends n my city....


:)

Got a break atlast...happy me!!!

hoping to get best out of it.....tingtiting

kya pata aur kya kya likha hain mere nasib mein.!!!

waiting for the day when things will again become smooth n happy...

iDLE

Another day to idle away….

Another Bharat bandh….. Well a mode of relief for all who have good heavy work…

For me all are same…everyday….

Huh…at least got few ppl along to spend the day….

Do these strikes really bring some kinda result? Well am not very much aware of it….but every time there is a bandh this question keep poking me..!!

K

Untitled

From the last few days am feeling short of words n expressions….not finding topics ….nothing to blog….

Is in a semi confused….absolutely lost state…

Nothing is working …..Things are going terribly wrong….. :(

Hell….is here for me…..more like caught in a spider web…hard to be set free.. still trying

Still the glimmer of +ve hopes are not yet over for me…

There is always light at the end of every dingy tunnel….so hoping to get some light (it may be of bulb or halogen)…some day….. :)