Dead for a second……

Thawed, puzzled, sad, morosed ….aftr hearing d news of losing some known people in the accident of Gyaneshwari express.

Still cud feel d goose bumps….its such a horrified news….never xpected that 2010 wud bring such a disaster….

Disaster aftr disaster …. B it on air or on earth.

Watching terrible news on tv is one experience but to realize them completely by bng a part of the lose scrambles all the feeling n emotions.

Terrible…..there  is no words to describe the mixed bag of emotions…

The only question that is bothering me now …

Are we heading towards d Ultimate disaster?

EGG~~JAMS

Knock knock!! Its EggJam times…..!!

Egg n jam …..a strange combination and can neva taste good n for me it neva provided a good xperience…..

Weneva eggjams come I start missing a lot of thngs….some makes sense n some don’t…..

Eggjam is the tym wen I need to read d books related to my course bt i miss reading story books…..wen eva I c the oversized books I feel dizzy…..y y y????????//????????

I miss going out wid frnds,hanging out wid them….the chutput gossip….all seems to b far away from me….i seem to b deserted in a room wid hell lotza books…!!!

I was neva a bookworm….dnt have the calibr of mugging up the huge amount of info that leads to Nowhere…..

want to b free from d world of EGGJAMS....

:-(..:-(Eagerly waiting for the smiley to change....;)….!!!!!!!

Easy to b Complex

Its raining heavily outside….

Feeling lazy n tired 2day….aftr a hectic day wid jumbled Emotions… m not at all having the enthu to study…

I neva participated in Drama in eithr school or colg because it dint interestd me….or may b m shy in playing characters in front of ppl….

But I discovered lately that m a protagonist in one of d million plays directed by d Almighty……

Life is so complex….man….it sucks literally….

but I am still managing it wid a smile…….:)....Cheers to me....lola...

Dead Poets Society...

again watched the movi....

loved n njoyed the character of Robin Williams as John Keating.....

I loved the way he taught the students about the meaning of poetry,love n understanding...

it showed how to view world around u .....n to suck the marrow out of life....

i wonder y not we taught the same way the meaning of lyf n world around us in easy term??!!!

one of my best watch....

PHEW!!!

Ah....!!

at last got respite from the hot sultry summer.....

it rained 2day...and i got drenched....

i felt the raindrops soothing me n my soul .....

it was an awesome feeling...hard to share... only 2 b felt.....:)

Kites flying high :)

D day has arrived…..its the release of the much awaited muvi of d yr….“Kites”….

D film has bn hyped so mch coz Hritick n Barbara Moori are sharing screen 2gethr…..

Well m also pretty mch interested in watching d muvi bt need to delay my watch for few more days coz I got the news that the price of the ticket is too mch fr me to afford….!Gosh its 310 bucks at Inox….

Cant afford…!!!!

“intezar kab tak hum karenge yeh bata…”lolzzz

wat.....

Last yr Aila….this yr Laila..!!!frrrr….

Bad names…bad effects….

destruction is the hot discussion of the world.....be it natural or man-made

Natural destruction can still be tolerated...but not man made.

ppl are fighting for no good reasn...each day soldiers are dying...Maoists creating halubalu all ova...n the powerful ppl simply watching....n ours is calld d democratic country..!!damn...!!

Look...who is tweeting!!

Going through d newspaper today I was thoroughly surprised on seeing a write up…it was one of the smallest column wch says “hey I am on twitter at last…follow me…”….guess who it is ??it is none oder than Amitabh Bacchan!!

Omg …he has also started to tweet….i dnt understand whether these celebrities tweet out of pleasure or to hv more of followers.!!

God knows…n who am I to ask dese questions…lol….

Happy tweeting …wat else can I comment..!: D

*****

terribly short of words today...:(

feel as if under some spell....:O

Cuckoo bumblebee

I discovered that ….

I am leading a lyf of “Cuckoo bumblebee”….:D

Y GROW UP?!

Tuesday morning.. my dream got shattered by my moms voice…”wake up…..wen will u grow up n take up some responsibility…!!”

Y grow up? what is the harm of bng a child all my life..!!y cant a child take up the responsibility? or rather y ppl need to act maturely to take up responsibily?

I kno there is no one to answer my questions or provide soln to my silly problems…bt I cant help myself from thnking in this way…I dnt want to grow up…I dnt want to be another mature human being lost in the sea of hi-funda thot process…

I want to act differently…want to have lotza colors…

:D as I alwaz say….take a chillpill :D

Morning Blues :(

i hate Mondays....uuufff...its the beginning of another hopeless wk....

i hate slogging ...same timetable..same work is making me sick....

but need to buck up:(

y Monday dint give the feel of Sunday??:(......tough question to be answered....

Sultry Sunday Afternoon

Sundays makes me happy alwaz becoz I get all my family members at one place. we have our lunch together, share funny talks sometimes serious….so it becomes a full family day for me.

Aftr having lunch 2day I sat on the couch n was going through a magazine whose hot discussion was about global warming and its effect. But I really not felt interested reading it because I myself was feeling the heat….its so hot nowadays….it is really becoming difficult to live life widout Ac’s and coolers….one cannot think of staying in the room widout fan…

The tremendous and abnormal increase in temperature is one of the major effects of the global warming itself…The increased use of cars and vehicles are increasing the amount of poisonous gases in the air which is resulting in the heating up of the atmosphere…

If we don’t take steps to reduce this then we all gonna suffer more….this sudden thought made me open the magazine once again.

The article said that the combined radiative forcing due to increases in carbondioxide ,methane and nitrous oxidee is the largest climate driver and its rate of increase during the industrial era is very likely to have been unprecedented in more than 10,000 years.

Are we not responsible for all this?? Y not we join hands and put some effort in reducing the causes that are producing it…??

Wat say??

Plan...;)

Planning to think n work in a different way today.lyf is getting 2 pathetic nowadays with wierdo thots.so i have taken a resolution of changing my way of thnking and viewing life from a different angle so that it gives me some sort of relief....
fingers crossed...
plan n work is the theme of the day..

LEFT ALONE...

My sleep was broken by the sudden ring of my cellphone….the ring felt very irritating …I searched for my phone with my eyes closed. it kept on ringing …my hands started to search it with more speed….not jst to receive it bt to stop that irritating noise…

As the search completed the finger did its job…

I said “hello” and I cud hear a familiar voice from the other end…I opened my eyes and suddenly realized that it was a “goodbye” call…that realization made me sad…it was my best friend who was leaving me ….i cud hear the voice….we both were sad…

The call ended and i was left alone ….

Some people are so precious and their role are so important in ur life that u miss wen they leave u….it gives u lots of pain and sometyms this pain cannot be expressd in words.

MISS U PROCHUR...;)

Dated:15.5.2010

Dreams...:)

I dreamt …. I am still dreaming…and I will continue to dream

When I was five yrs of age I dreamt of being a good artist…coz at that time I learnt the use of lines and curves, shades and light…but that dream got faded away becoz of the extreme pressure of studies….

Some said that nothng can replace education and it is vital of all the dreams….but this cant let me stop from dreaming…I dreamt of playing guitar and drums….

I had few weird dreams…dreams which will make only me happy and they are important to me…..dreams are the doors to our subconscious mind and no one can put bars on them….

Each n every person has his own interpretation of dreams …

For me some dreams are baseless bt still i alwaz feel good while dreaming.

I dream by default… Keep dreaming and enjoy them…

No person has the right to rain on your dreams…..

FAREWELL

As I entered the classroom I was surprised…it was an unique sight…some laughing ,some giggling, some clicking, some writing big words on shirts which made the shirts look weird….

This was the picture of the final day of my colg…

This was how everyone was marking the end of colg life….Some was behaving so weird…it seems like they gonna lose everything aftr colg or wont have anything aftr this….for me these are nothng other than show offs…

I went inside the class ,sat on my regular bench, waiting for my other dear frnds to come…in the meanwhile some one came wid his shirt which was in his opinion wud store the good old memories of friends….but how?

He gave me the marker n asked me to write something. In that short moment I began to think that why this guy doing all this as I pretty well knw that he gonna throw or rathr his mom gonna throw this shirt away aftr few days. Can memories n good thots be preserved this way? Nopes…I guess it can neva be done….

For me end of colg lyf doesnot mark the end of good frndship ,feelings n good memories…it just provides a new beginning of gaining few more of them.:)

LIFE ....A PANCAKE

Four years back I neva thought that I will learn to fight both in positive and negative ways.i always have a fight …each day….it may be wid the locals of the local trains or wid people around.Today when I was returning from colg I happened to get into a running train.i dnt kno how I made it…bt I seriously did that…the feeling was different n great.i cud see the train slowly leaving the station ,I had a sinking feeling bt suddenly I felt that I cud make it n I started to increase my pace and seeing me running the lady who was almost outside the gate of the ladies compartment gave me the space to place my feet n I made it…..whoops…it was an experience of life tym for me…

After placing my feet and almost managed to get in I felt or rather realized that nothing is impossible in life…it the risk that u need to take with a bit of courage n life always give u the opportunity…

We need to be tough from outside n soft from inside …similar to a pancake…the more u grill the pancake from outside the more tastier it becomes… the softness should reside inside else it will not taste good…

Just a thought….;)