Morning Blues :(

i hate Mondays....uuufff...its the beginning of another hopeless wk....

i hate slogging ...same timetable..same work is making me sick....

but need to buck up:(

y Monday dint give the feel of Sunday??:(......tough question to be answered....

Sultry Sunday Afternoon

Sundays makes me happy alwaz becoz I get all my family members at one place. we have our lunch together, share funny talks sometimes serious….so it becomes a full family day for me.

Aftr having lunch 2day I sat on the couch n was going through a magazine whose hot discussion was about global warming and its effect. But I really not felt interested reading it because I myself was feeling the heat….its so hot nowadays….it is really becoming difficult to live life widout Ac’s and coolers….one cannot think of staying in the room widout fan…

The tremendous and abnormal increase in temperature is one of the major effects of the global warming itself…The increased use of cars and vehicles are increasing the amount of poisonous gases in the air which is resulting in the heating up of the atmosphere…

If we don’t take steps to reduce this then we all gonna suffer more….this sudden thought made me open the magazine once again.

The article said that the combined radiative forcing due to increases in carbondioxide ,methane and nitrous oxidee is the largest climate driver and its rate of increase during the industrial era is very likely to have been unprecedented in more than 10,000 years.

Are we not responsible for all this?? Y not we join hands and put some effort in reducing the causes that are producing it…??

Wat say??

Plan...;)

Planning to think n work in a different way today.lyf is getting 2 pathetic nowadays with wierdo thots.so i have taken a resolution of changing my way of thnking and viewing life from a different angle so that it gives me some sort of relief....
fingers crossed...
plan n work is the theme of the day..

LEFT ALONE...

My sleep was broken by the sudden ring of my cellphone….the ring felt very irritating …I searched for my phone with my eyes closed. it kept on ringing …my hands started to search it with more speed….not jst to receive it bt to stop that irritating noise…

As the search completed the finger did its job…

I said “hello” and I cud hear a familiar voice from the other end…I opened my eyes and suddenly realized that it was a “goodbye” call…that realization made me sad…it was my best friend who was leaving me ….i cud hear the voice….we both were sad…

The call ended and i was left alone ….

Some people are so precious and their role are so important in ur life that u miss wen they leave u….it gives u lots of pain and sometyms this pain cannot be expressd in words.

MISS U PROCHUR...;)

Dated:15.5.2010

Dreams...:)

I dreamt …. I am still dreaming…and I will continue to dream

When I was five yrs of age I dreamt of being a good artist…coz at that time I learnt the use of lines and curves, shades and light…but that dream got faded away becoz of the extreme pressure of studies….

Some said that nothng can replace education and it is vital of all the dreams….but this cant let me stop from dreaming…I dreamt of playing guitar and drums….

I had few weird dreams…dreams which will make only me happy and they are important to me…..dreams are the doors to our subconscious mind and no one can put bars on them….

Each n every person has his own interpretation of dreams …

For me some dreams are baseless bt still i alwaz feel good while dreaming.

I dream by default… Keep dreaming and enjoy them…

No person has the right to rain on your dreams…..

FAREWELL

As I entered the classroom I was surprised…it was an unique sight…some laughing ,some giggling, some clicking, some writing big words on shirts which made the shirts look weird….

This was the picture of the final day of my colg…

This was how everyone was marking the end of colg life….Some was behaving so weird…it seems like they gonna lose everything aftr colg or wont have anything aftr this….for me these are nothng other than show offs…

I went inside the class ,sat on my regular bench, waiting for my other dear frnds to come…in the meanwhile some one came wid his shirt which was in his opinion wud store the good old memories of friends….but how?

He gave me the marker n asked me to write something. In that short moment I began to think that why this guy doing all this as I pretty well knw that he gonna throw or rathr his mom gonna throw this shirt away aftr few days. Can memories n good thots be preserved this way? Nopes…I guess it can neva be done….

For me end of colg lyf doesnot mark the end of good frndship ,feelings n good memories…it just provides a new beginning of gaining few more of them.:)

LIFE ....A PANCAKE

Four years back I neva thought that I will learn to fight both in positive and negative ways.i always have a fight …each day….it may be wid the locals of the local trains or wid people around.Today when I was returning from colg I happened to get into a running train.i dnt kno how I made it…bt I seriously did that…the feeling was different n great.i cud see the train slowly leaving the station ,I had a sinking feeling bt suddenly I felt that I cud make it n I started to increase my pace and seeing me running the lady who was almost outside the gate of the ladies compartment gave me the space to place my feet n I made it…..whoops…it was an experience of life tym for me…

After placing my feet and almost managed to get in I felt or rather realized that nothing is impossible in life…it the risk that u need to take with a bit of courage n life always give u the opportunity…

We need to be tough from outside n soft from inside …similar to a pancake…the more u grill the pancake from outside the more tastier it becomes… the softness should reside inside else it will not taste good…

Just a thought….;)