Twists and turns

Life is full of twists and turns...

Am just learning to be a bit more careful...

Am out of the childish thoughts,out of the realm of false wonder....out of the dream of finding Wonderland...

Learning the hard reality ......

Trying to be a perfect Human being!

LaZy & M3

Ah...i met with a friend recently...
i met him when i came to the new city....
Just cant live without him...he is restricting me from doing all kinda
lively work and wants me to be with him always...
i am also following him blindly as i am feeling comfortable being with him...
Spending all day with him is now real fun for me...

Its Lazy & Me...!!

When to laugh....

When to cry....
All these mixed feelings...
is making my life dry....!


Phew!
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I thought ...i scribbed...and finally i found out that "i am alone in this Empty world"

Its contradictory but its true ....

if the world was not empty them i would never have the feeling of being alone.

Ah....its wiered and hopeless...

i want to go back 10 yrs...which was the best phase of my life..

Those big birthday parties,gifts,sudden surprises,paper fights,poor marks....ah...

missing them big time...

iLLoGical ThouGHts

Dressed in the usual casuals the girl was on her way ….


coming out of the house ,pushing the iron rails…the shrill noise made her feel a little shy…

She was alone…all her own …the weather was humid …there was dust everywhere….

For her it’s a usual thing..she was not expecting anythng ….

The humid weather made her sweat…make her feel tired but she was walking down the streets.

The people in the streets seemed to be very happy to her…as she felt alone and left out in this big world…

No body was waiting for her at the end of the road…

Thoughts pounced in her mind…memories of how she was few years back…feelings of how she is now..



She smiled ….and kept on walking towards her destination.!!

Probability....

Life always teach us new things everyday....
being thousand miles away from home i am learning everyday...
Made few  friends whom i thought could count upon...but when i wanted them most they never turned up...
and got few friends in disguise whom i never thought could count upon..but they proved to b the best of the lot...
may be this is called Probability....
u dont know what is the chance....

life at hyderabad...

its been a month that am in hyderabad...life is completely different here..
the people are different...so is the food and  everythng....
i miss my family and frnds everyday.....
tho the city is beautiful...there is lot more things to see...to enjoy...but for me somethng missing...
i miss Kolkata...my city everyday....
i miss the people here...
the thing that i have learned being away from home...kolkata...family ...friends is that life is too short and there is nothing as important than family.....
Missing home...:(

leaving....:(

always thought n got excited with the idea of leaving home n staying away ...
but today when i have to leave for real...the feeling is bad...
staying away from maa baba 1000 miles away is a real pain....not feeling happy...
dnt even got the chance of celebrating my birthday wid family..
happiness n sadness r the two faces of the same coin,.....:(..u got to have them.




gonna miss my family,friends n my city....


:)